Northline

Northline by Willy Vlautin is a very sad book. It was also a quick and captivating read. This is the second novel I have read by this author and I was not disappointed. His dialogue is believable, his narration is sensitive and his characters are relatable and lovable. I think Willy Vlautin may be destined to be to Reno and the rest of the high western desert what Faulkner was for the South. When I read his books I feel as if I see these characters everyday. When he introduces a character, I usually place a common face seen down at Pete's or 1918 Lounge in the place of his descriptions. That is a quality that made Northline much more sad, yet much more life altering than it could have been. Needless to say, this was a great book with a touching and moving story. (It also came with a pretty sweet soundtrack. A book with a soundtrack, who knew?)

Northline was written from the prospective of a young woman who has crippling social anxiety. She has an awful speed addicted boyfriend that is abusive. She lies to everyone around her to avoid any type of self exposure, and she runs from all of her problems by drinking enough alcohol to create more problems from which to run. Allison is one of the most flawed and self afflicting characters I have seen in a long time, and yet she is also one of the most used and abused as well. The story is about her attempting to fight against herself and her antagonists by moving to Reno and detaching herself from her shady past completely. Along the way she meets many characters that are as depressed and victimized as herself, but many of them have some sort of coping mechanism that she lacks.

After reading this book there wasn't much interpretation to be done, it is pretty straightforward. Vlauting introduces us to some of the most disgusting sides of our culture's lower class and doesn't judge most of the people involved. He merely gives us a realistic view into the lives of those we see and choose to ignore or don't understand. We get to make up our own minds about whether Allison is a weak individual destined for failure or a victim to be cared for or an immoral degenerate to be avoided. All of those things are likely, and not one of them is completely true, this is why the novel is so compelling to me. It is intensly real, and intensly senstive. I don't have much else to say except that anyone reading this should probably go pick up a copy soon. Or just borrow mine.

Naked Lunch

I couldn't handle this one. I got about 70 pages through in an afternoon and my brain exploded. I know there is some sort of redeeming value to it, like scared straight or something, but I know I am not going to try heroin any time soon. You figure with all the literature and films and songs about the insanity that revolves around that drug people would have stopped using it by now. I think it is disturbing that some people actually celebrate the culture of it.

I think I need to take a shower.

The Razor's Edge

"The sharp edge of a razor is difficult to pass over; thus the wise say the path to Salvation is hard."

That is the epigraph at the beginning of The Razor's Edge by W. Somerset Maugham. The novel is about the spiritual journey of a young American searching to reconcile the existence of a higher creative power with the existence of evil. The story is based on a supposedly real young man and his circle of friends, including Maugham himself who narrates the story from his own limited point of view. The Razor's Edge chronicles nearly twenty years of Larry Darrell's search for meaning in the world. You not only get to know Larry through Maugham's prospective, but also through numerous other characters whom the author used to diversify the view of Larry's spiritual quest. It is hard to say how much of the book is based on actual people or real occurrences because he writes as an involved reporter would, but still claims the book as a novel. Also the poetic nature of each characters life lends me to believe that he fudged on reality quite a bit to make this a true work of literature.

I enjoyed the novel quite a bit and couldn't help but compare my own life to the life of Larry, a man who shunned the American way of working hard and making a fortune to pursue a life of unending inquiry and piety. Obviously I have not left the country for solitude and study, nor have I refused marriage and unnecessary material possessions for the complete independence Larry believes is necessary for spiritual transcendence, but I still relate myself to him because he does not easily cave to the social norms that are being pressured upon him by those around him and his ability to ignore the material world that consumes and eventually ruins those around him. I am no where near Larry in many aspects, and I wouldn't want to be either. He sees independence and complete earthly freedom as spiritual transcendence, this view abandons human connection and tends to be so self focused that the relationships formed are genuine while being disposable. I believe that people need each other and that God created us to love one another and not to attempt to become one with the Almighty through clear and complete focus on the self.

The Razor's Edge is a worthy novel for anyone interested in a unique view of spirituality. I think anyone who reads it will see themselves in at least one of the characters presented and hopefully learn a thing or two about who they are or could be.

Lutherans. Who knew?

Diana and I went to a Lutheran Church today (Trinity Lutheran Church). It was the second time we had been to a Lutheran Sunday service and was a good experience for me. I have always appreciated the ritual involved in liturgy focused protestant churches. It, to me, emphasizes historical unity with the church as well as unity with the current global church. I enjoy the communal lessons and the congregational participation. I was emotionally moved by their emphasis on being gracious and generous, it was nice to visit a church that was very outwardly focused instead of the often inward focused message I have experienced at most evangelical churches. It is hard because, being raised in a Nazarene environment, I feel uncomfortable with the stiffness of the service, and yet I do very much love it and see why it is done. I feel like once I am used to the process of the Sunday service, I would be able to get very much out of it, and feel a deeper satisfaction than I have felt from past church experiences.